Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Monday, June 22, 2009

Destination: Love

I have to admit something to you, dear reader, at the outset of this essay and in the name of "full disclosure".  Love is topic about which I have very little knowledge and about which I certainly have no special expertise.  This essay is the third installment in a series based on the three virtues listed by the Apostle Paul in I Corinthians 13:13.  These virtues, you may remember, are faith, hope, and love.  On matters of faith, I have some experience–enough to write cogently on the issue, at least.  And in the area of hope; I would say that I have partaken on occasion in this blessed thing (although less than anyone might like to...I usually only recognize that I'd been experiencing hope when it is disappointed).
But love is entirely a new thing.  
In my last essay concerning hope, I wrote that faith guides, hope fuels, and love acts.  What I withhold from the reader in that statement is Paul's commentary on these three things.  I will quote the verse to you in its entirety: "And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love.  But the greatest of these is love." (NIV)
This verse is on the tail end of what we have come to call the "Love Chapter" of the Bible.  Of course, there are many areas in Scripture that talk about love, but this chapter stands out ahead of the rest.  This chapter is Paul breaking out in poetic verse about the nature of this thing called "love"–this great mystery.  Dear reader, what you may not realize from reading this verse in isolation is that it is poetry.
Don't worry if you can't see it; it wasn't written in English originally.  There is no rhyme to be heard here–although both sentences do end in love...I don't think that's a real rhyme though.  No, no...the device used in this particular verse is even more cunning and genius, and it is a beautiful sketch of what love really means.
Paul provides us here with a list of three virtues with which we are all now thoroughly familiar.  For those of you who aren't familiar with linguistics of any kind, here is a crash course in syntax.  Certain languages use different means to identify parts of speech, i.e., subjects, verbs, pronouns, adjectives, etc.  In English (as well as Spanish, French, Italian, German, etc) we use the order of the words to help identify how they function in the sentence.  Note how important the difference between the sentence, "Bob hit the ball," and, "The ball hit Bob," is.  In Greek, however, it is the ending of the words that indicate how that word is to be interpreted (similar to the way we might say, "I hit," vs. "Bob hits.").
If this grammar lesson is boring you, be patient because it comes back around in a huge way.  In the Greek language in which the book of Corinthians was written, the most important words are put at the beginning of the sentence (kind of like bold letters are to us).  Now that we understand that principle, take careful notice of how Paul has assembled the list.
Faith................Hope..................Love.
Despite the fact that love is the greatest element on the list, it is in the least position.  Paul put grammar to work to paint a picture of love in its natural habitat.
For many in the church, faith is seen as the leverage whereby one gains notoriety, popularity, health, or wealth.  It can indeed procure these things for you if you wish, but not as a matter of God's work, mind you.  Similarly, more often than not we cultivate hope in our lives for the things that will bring us success or keep us from pain, and we are just as often disappointed.  
But love gives us a new target for these two great sources of human strength.  If we are to be the greatest, we must become the least.  These are the teachings of the Jesus whom the church claims to worship.  Yet, how often do we distort faith, hope, trust, patience, or any of the other gifts that God has given us to serve our needs and feed our fragile egos?  Do we even realize that the God whom we serve stands as a witness to all eternity of the ultimate need to come down from our lofty heights and be willing to suffer anything for the sake of another?
Even as I write this, I stand condemned of failing God in this way.  I, just like so many of you, manipulate the Scripture or the voice of God into something more comfortable and decidedly less revolutionary.  My prayer in sharing this with you is that we would all change course and run to the end of this list, seeking our greatness in our tender and passionate desire to see others succeed beyond ourselves.  This is the only Kingdom that Christ is coming to serve and to reign over.  When the time comes, I'd like to at least have an application worth submitting for my citizenship there.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Hope: Supreme Unleaded Virtue with Techron™

The Swiss psychologist Carl Jung identified two distinct ways that people organize the information that they perceive and thus make decisions from them: thinking and feeling. He also established the fact that people tend to prefer one of these processes over the other. For the record, I am very much a thinker.

Now, this is the second in a series of articles that my friend and pastor Dan Rice asked me to write regarding what have been called the three great Christian virtues: faith, hope, and love (I Corinthians 13:13). Writing an article about faith was a simple task for a thinker, since faith is mostly a positive, lateral extension of empirical thinking and can exist entirely devoid of emotion—in fact, it often exists despite emotion. But hope exists in the nebulous ocean of human emotion.

Hope is a feeling. Since I’m a thinker, I tend to try to find words to describe the world around and inside me. Perhaps this is why I avoid emotional situations; it is so hard to find the words. Yet, where definitions fail, stories and poems and melodies prevail. Thus, out of deference for these arts, I will share here the words of a song by the band Nickel Creek that I believe speaks to the nature of hope.

"The Lighthouse's Tale"

I am a lighthouse, worn by the weather and the waves.
I keep my lamp lit, to warn the sailors on their way.

I'll tell a story, paint you a picture from my past.
I was so happy, but joy in this life seldom lasts.

I had a keeper, he helped me warn the ships at sea.
We had grown closer, 'till his joy meant everything to me.

And he was to marry, a girl who shone with beauty and light.
And they loved each other, and with me watched the sunsets into night.

And the waves crashing around me, the sand slips out to sea.
And the winds that blow remind me, of what has been, and what can never be.

She'd had to leave us, my keeper he prayed for a safe return.
But when the night came, the weather to a raging storm had turned.

He watched her ship fight, but in vain against the wild and terrible wave.
In me so helpless, as dashed against the rock she met her end.

And the waves crashing around me, the sand slips out to sea.
And the winds that blow remind me, of what has been, and what can never be.

Then on the next day, my keeper found her washed up on the shore.
He kissed her cold face, that they'd be together soon he'd swore.

I saw him crying, watched as he buried her in the sand.
And then he climbed my tower, and off of the edge of me he ran.

And the waves crashing around me, the sand slips out to sea.
And the winds that blow remind me, of what has been, and what can never be.

I am a lighthouse, worn by the weather and the waves.
And though I am empty, I still warn the sailors on their way.

Faith guides. Hope fuels. Love acts. The Lighthouse’s Tale is about a man who has experienced love and tragedy. Faith guided two people to begin to build their lives together, they wholly hoped to be together forever, and they very much loved each other. Yet, the circumstances of life would not allow this condition to be expressed into longevity on this side of death.

When we find that the woman is dead, we understand the terrible pressure of lost hope that the keeper must feel. Again, words fail to do justice to the heartache. It would seem that all hope was lost.

However, faith resisted this onslaught and provided the keeper a means of reuniting the couple (although this means was doubtless a tragic distortion of good sense). The man believed that there was a morrow to this life, and that he had only to hasten that day for himself if he would be with his beloved again. With this, he clearly gained hope for his future with her as he kissed her face and swore they’d be together soon. And as a final act of consummation of his faith, his hope, and his love for her, he joined her in perishing.

This is an illustration of the extremes to which hope can fuel us beyond what we might otherwise be capable of performing. Provide a loving mother with the hope that she might see her estranged daughter again and you can persuade her to perform unimaginable horrors or impossible feats of bravery. Hope, in and of itself is like rocket fuel exploding—it is useless and potentially destructive without the guidance of a jet. With the appropriate directionality, hope (like rocket fuel) can take us to the moon and beyond.

And so, I leave you, dear reader, with one final thought. If Jung is right and we all have a preference toward a particular means of judging the world around us—whether thinking (faith) or feeling (hope)—let us not ever discount the perspectives of the people who prefer our opposite. In letting thought and faith guide the fuel of hope, we become one in the kind of love that can make a real, lasting difference in the world.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Martyrial Gain

Who knows that I'm a mess?
Who knows that every confident statement I make
  is underwritten by about 100 desperate doubts?
Who knows about that dark place?
Who can safely empathize with my sin without it costing
  them their façade of confident holiness?

Who shall speak with authority?
Who shall we look to for answers to the questions
  that churn about like ulcerous puss in our bellies?
Who is that sage for our day with all the right words?
Who among us humans wouldn't abandon everything they
  owned for a peace of a piece of mind?

For, no superhero is necessary without the existence of a villain;
  else the superhero is cast aside as an obnoxious overachiever.
So, create a villain you can conquer, and now you're superman.

And, make me your villain, oh cruel Fates!

I will stand against you, wearing my error like a cape
  and my inadequacies like an emblem on my wiry chest.
I will turn my clenched jaw and furrowed brow to your fury,
  and I'll smile as you crush my weakened form.
For I am that villain—worthy of a villain's death.
But my smile on that fateful day comes not from confidence
  in myself; it is the smile of reminiscence.

It's a smile which remembers that, in the days of old,
  an anomaly lived and empathized with the dark, doubtful messes,
    costing him his façde of confident holiness.
It's a smile that gazes into the eyes of a Sage,
  a sage who spoke with authority and had the right words
    to question our questions and put our stomachs to rest.
It's a smile that remembers a hero who was made a villain by all—
  all the villains who'd made themselves into heroes by finding
    weaker, dumber villains to punish for their crimes.
It's a smile that sees the Real Hero crushed and bruised,
  wearing my errors like a cape and my inadequacies like an emblem
    on his bleeding, motionless chest.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Faith, Unbelief, and Lesser Ideals

     Well, friends, I again disappoint those of you who may enjoy the reading of my blog for its poetry.  There is a time for verse and a time for prose, I suppose.  (I rhymed prose and suppose; does that count as poetry?  Just trying to work with you guys.)  Sadly, today's writing bears the distinctive marks of sterile, a posteriori thought.  My current struggles compel me to use the less impactful and artistic forms of speech for the sake of their precision.  I hope you can bear with me because the following ideas are worthy of much revision to be sure, and I'd cherish all the feedback I can get.  [As an important note, for the sake of expediency, I will use very narrowly descriptive language throughout the course of this essay as a matter of expediency of speech, and not as indication of my confidence on these matters.  Everything from this paragraph on is easily open for discussion in my opinion.]  With all of that out of the way, on to the thinking, then...
     So, I've been formulating a diagram in my mind in the last few weeks to demonstrate graphically something that should probably never be demonstrated graphically...but which I produced nonetheless.  I was reading from Jesus' sermon on the mount in Matthew 5-7, and I had an interesting thought about the placement within his sermon of the section regularly referred to as "The Narrow and Wide Gates."  Here is the entire chapter for you to read, in case you'd like to peruse your way through it:

Matthew 7

Judging Others
   "Do not judge, or you too will be judged.  For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.    "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?  How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?  You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
   "Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and then turn and tear you to pieces.
Ask, Seek, Knock
   "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.  For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.    "Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone?  Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake?  If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!  So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.
The Narrow and Wide Gates
   "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.  But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.
A Tree and Its Fruit
   "Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves.  By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles?  Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit.  A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit.  Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.  Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.    "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.  Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?'  Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
The Wise and Foolish Builders
   "Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.  The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock.  But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand.  The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash."    When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching,   because he taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law.
     The diagram that follows this paragraph is by no means representative of any total picture of the criterion involved in crafting a life of spiritual richness or maturity.  I have neither the wisdom nor the experience to be able to create such a thing, and surely if it were simple enough to render into two-dimensional imagery, the Bible would've been a collection of drawings instead of an overarching narrative written over 1,600 years by over 40 authors in multiple languages.  However, this does distill in some meaningful way, one idea I've been processing about what that Narrow Gate might look like.

   
The Vertical Axis: Faith vs. Belief
     Firstly, the vertical axis of the graph represents what we often think of when we recall much of modern evangelicalism's approach to salvation: the binary decision to "accept Christ as your Lord and Savior" or to face the penalty of not doing so.  People who do not believe in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior find themselves on the lower half of this axis, and the simple decision to believe in him as such is the only criterion for passing above that midpoint, if one desires.  This is nothing new to anyone who has been made aware of even the most caricatured versions of evangelism.  This represents, in many ways, the Sinner's Prayer, or something of the sort.  The overall aim of this diagram, however, seeks to incorporate other aspects of Christ's teaching into the determination of one's faith position, which may more fully explain what it means to become a follower of Christ.
     In keeping with the nomenclature of the Revelation 3:14-22 concerning commitment to Christ, the extremes of passive belief are colored blue to indicate people who are "cold" in their faith, and the extremes of active faith are are colored red to indicate people who are "hot" in their faith.  The darker middle section indicates people who might be considered "lukewarm" in their faith.  I would also like to note that the proportions of this diagram make no estimation of a proportionate estimate concerning how many people are in any of these given groups, just to be clear.
     The specific criterion of what the most colorful sections of the diagram represent will be more clearly defined in the forthcoming sections.  However, it seems useful to define broadly what we might expect at either extreme of the vertical axis.

Cold Christians
     On the lower half, we would expect to find the majority of people who do not affirm the basic tenets of Christianity, i.e., muslims, non-messianic jews, bhuddists, hindi, agnostics, athiests, secular humanists, etc.  Perhaps more surprisingly, I would also percieve that the New Testament teaches that there are people who may call themselves Christians who actually live on the lower half of this diagram.
     These people may include those who are "lukewarm" in their faith, as previously mentioned.  Although the initial venture from the lower half to the upper half of the diagram is usually a dramatic or singular event, oftentimes the decline back to the lower half occurs in a more gradual fashion as the cares of life or the hardships of singular devotion slowly tug one's passion away from the focus of active faith in Jesus.  Conversely, however, people may gradually cross above that line as earnest exploration for truth slowly draws them to Jesus.  There are examples of both in the New Testament, and indeed, I've seen examples of both in my own life and interaction with people.  Therefore, the bottom of the diagram could be just as easily described as worldliness as it could be defined satanism.  Both are expressions of being on the lower half of the diagram.
     Similarly, so-called "Christians" who are living on the bottom half may have an even higher profile than just the "lukewarm" Christians.  These are whom Jesus refers to as false prophets.  Now, it may not necessarily be our role to make a blanket statement about which leaders in the church today are false prophets, or which movements are following false prophets, because we don't really know what is at work in most situations, do we?  Suffice it to say, these people DO exist, and they may even have the power to work miracles or drive out demons, which means that we cannot rely on displays of power to determine the legitimacy of a prophets teaching.  What we can observe is the fruit of their lives, but the methods of doing so are beyond the purview of this paper.  Sorry. :)

Hot Christians
     Those who live above the line live their lives not based on a mere intellectual assent to the idea of God.  Instead, these are individuals who allow Jesus Christ to mold and bend the very shape of their lives.  Of course, this can and should be demonstrated in many various and diverse ways, as the Spirit leads each towards their calling.  However, the most striking and unifying characteristic of this group is their willingness to submit both to the authority of Christ as they make their decisions, and often, to the authority of the healthy community that might surround them, even if it means major life adjustments.  For a more extensive listing of examples, reference Hebrews 11 which is regularly referred to as the "Hall of Faith"--in other words, a passage which celebrates the great faith of many of the people who lived for God prior to the writing of the Book of Hebrews.

The Horizontal Axis:  Polarizing Fundamentalism
     This particular element of the diagram, perhaps more than any other, I'm sure will garner the most controversy.  I hope, however, in a limited fashion, to enunciate my thoughts clearly enough that I will not be misunderstood, even if I am disagreed with.
     Of course, the American culture and politics--and the English language--have offered us a number of different ideas that we could use to fill in the definitions of the words liberal or conservative.  For instance, a candidate running for political office in America who opposes legalized abortion might be called conservative, even if they run with the Democrats.  Alternatively, a father who does not allow his 16 year old daughter to wear lipstick may be labeled (most likely by the aforementioned daughter and her peers) as being overly conservative.  On the other hand, suppose you run into a homosexual male on the street and strike up a conversation.   It might be easy to assume, based on the single issue of gay rights, that your new acquaintance is liberal in their political views.  However, you might be surprised to find out that they are "fiscally conservative", and because of that, they vote Republican in many state and local elections.  Similarly, you might come across a parent who never disciplines their child in any way, but instead gives them everything they want liberally as they demand it.  As you can see, there could be much room for confusion.
     Make no mistake, however, that the function of this axis on my diagram is bi-partisan.  As I eluded to above, the horizontal axis represents any sort of fundamentalist mindset that would draw us away from the teachings of Christ based upon our own senisibilites or discomforts.  In this way, I welcome nearly all forms of equivocation that may occur with the words conservative or liberal as it relates to this discussion, for almost any form of these mindsets can be utilized to create distance between oneself and the Gospel.
     It seems only right that I base this assertion upon rational evidences, so as not to become dogmatic in my own moderate assertions.  For the sake of space and time, I will only discuss my thoughts concerning the left and right sides of the upper portion of the diagram, insasmuch as we are ultimately focused on trying to align our lives through The Narrow Gate (which, if you haven't concluded by now, is represented by proximity to the vertical axis as it continues into perpetuity).

Conservative Fundamentalism
     Conservative ideology has become the prevailing view of most evangelical Chrstians today, and I myself grew up in an evangelical family at an evangelical church.  I find great value in my heritage as a human being and as a Christian being raised in a conservative environment, for conservativism generaly propogates a number of biblically rooted principles that are most often learned best as a child.  For instance, conservatives believe in the strength of the individual to earn their own way through the world.  This is often referred to as the Protestant work ethic, and has much of its roots in the concept originally recorded by the Apostle Paul: "He who does not work, does not eat."  This effects almost every area of the conservative ideology--from supply-side economics, to the prohibition of abortion, to welfare reform.
     An extension of this ideology also very often makes conservatives more prone to war or violence for the sake of protection of property, family, or their way of life.  The concept of earning that which they own often creates a smokescreen of attachment to their way of life which the teachings of Jesus absolutely mutilate.  While Paul and Jesus would not seem to assert that "communism" in its institutionalized and governmentally enforced forms would be the righteous path, they do both teach a wholesale detachment from that which we should expect from the world around us as we walk through it.  In fact, Jesus and Paul both mention suffering on the part of the Gospel for the sake of helping the weak, the poor, the prisoner, and the lonely even to the extent that it would significantly alter the affluent lifestyle of otherwise affluent Christ followers.  This is a difficult teaching; which Christ himself acknowledged when saying that "it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God" (Mark 10:25).
     Another common characteristic of conservative fundamentalists is an apparent over-emphasis of morality in their regular life expressions.  Whereas the liberal fundamentalist often bears a penchant for ethical living, the primary concern of the conservative is living their lives pursuant to a particular moral standard.  Many overly conservative groups will follow these standards long past they days when they could still interact with their current cultures and still keep their morality in line, i.e., amish communities on the East Coast who may still not use electricity or wear bright colors.  This is an extreme example, to be sure, but it is not the most extreme example.  Even more extreme manifestations of conservative fundamentalism include, but are not limited to, Nazism (in certain regards, i.e., the importance of racial purity for the preservation of a Christian nation), the Salem Witch Hunts, The Crusades (in terms of the means used to motivate the people to go to war, not necessarily the cause behind those who motivated the people to those ends), and the Spanish Inquisition.  As evidenced here, great evil can be perpetuated at the hands of conservatives in the name of morality.
     But there is more than a secular historical basis for my caveat against conservativism.  The New Testament itself was written to a culture of 1st Century Judaism that was everything but liberal.  Story after story in the Gospels finds Jesus rebuking the establishment of religion for their blind adherence to moral codes and their sense of what was right and wrong.  He commonly chastises them for their moral pomposity and arrogance, denouncing them for their ignorance towards the poor and their ill treatment of the weak.  In Jesus descriptions, those who were strongest among the religious conservatives of his day would have to live with the guilelessness of a child if they were to ever enter the Kingdom (a pronouncement from which we get the perhaps oveused saying "born again").  Jesus, in telling Nicodemus that he had to be born again, declared that salvation from sins was as much about destroying religious institutionalism that would oppress the weak or serve the strong as it was about making any kind of qualitative moral reforms.

Liberal Fundamentalism
     Equally dangerous throughout the history of the human race is an over-realization of the liberal ideals.  Again, despite the fact that institutionalized communism is by no means a Scripturally mandated form of government, there are aspects of that ideology that can be traced directly to the good teachings of Scripture and which can be formed upon firm foundations.  For instance, Jesus cared for the poor.  The early church almost made it a vendetta to care for the poor.  And both the Old and New Testaments have no shortage of references to helping the poor.  One thing we know without certainty from the Bible--God cares for the poor.
     Socialism, in its laboratory forms, seeks to systematize that sentiment.  In asking the approrpriate ethical questions necessary to discover how one might best address the government's interaction with the people, Karl Marx wrote a beautiful critique of the cruelty of the capitalist system in his Communist Manifesto.  He (perhaps) over-simplifies his division of society into two distinct, meaningful classes: the proletariot (i.e., Joe the Plumber) and the Borgeoise (i.e., the Rockefeller family).  His writings pit these two classes against each other in constant struggle--the proletariot constantly trying to make ends meet so as to buy the necessary materials for living, and the borgeoise constantly trying to sell their goods to society (both proletariot and borgeoise) while trying to maintain the highest profit margin for themselves, often by neglecting the proper treatment of the proletariot employees.  This tumultuous system, although based on principles of social justice and equality, often lead to violent riots and revolutions against the governments of the countries who adopted communist systems.  And, just like the revolutions that brought them to power, these communist governments were often ruthless in their enforcement of these "just" ideals.  Evil, evil, evil.
     Jesus and Paul have an especially poignant way of addressing the evils of liberal fundamentalism.  For this sort of evil, words were really not sufficient to demonstrate that you are not to murder--because we already know that.  No, Jesus and Paul, and countless other Christ followers in the first 300 years of the church took their example of non-violent revolution to its extremes, even death.  They constantly challenged the cruelty of the system and the (then) men who made it work, even though they knew it would eventually lead to their being crushed under its cruel hand.  This was the first example of pacifism our world has ever known, and perhaps the longest-tried example of it.  It was not a "passive" way of living, as conservatives often assume pacifism to be.  Instead, it was a way of living that challenged people to treat others like people, even when those people will kill you for it.  In this way, it is obvious to see the extreme evils that can abide in fundamentalism of ANY KIND.  Whenever we divorce the teachings of Scripture from their roots in the lives of the Savior and martyrs who lived it, we have the opportunity to get comfortable with our surroundings and to want to start to defend our stay here.


The Curves: Approaching the Message

     I eluded earlier to a more nuanced exposition of the crossing above the midpoint, and here I make that plain.  In my estimation, there are two ways which an individual might make the journey of intellectual assent beyond the midway point of belief to the area of faith.  Before I discuss them individually however, I have a few general observations about them.
     Firstly, a direct crossing over straight along the vertical axis--although theoretically possible, I suppose--seems most realistically unlikely.  The idea that someone is carrying absolutely no personal background in moral or ethical thought as they approach the question of Christ with earnestness seems to me impossible, although I am open to dispute on this point, as on most of my points. :)  Therefore, neither curve approaches the origin of the graph as a representation that this middle area is actually, purely theoretical.
     Secondly, each of the four curves represents a mathematical limit.  For those who are not familiar with this term, it refers to a curve which approaches infinitely closer to an axis of the graph, but never actually touches the axis.  A common way to demonstrate this is by asking a person to destroy a cake by cutting it in half until no halves exist anymore.  Although, in reality, it eventually becomes impractical to continue cutting any smaller, you can theoretically never fully complete the task according to the instructions, because there will always be another half.  These types of mathematical phenomena are represented on cartesian graphs (like my diagram above) through limits.
      That mathematical tangent (pardon the pun) was significant for this reason--the middle area of the graph is purely theoretical, even to the furthest limits of the curves.  In more plain terms, while it is possible for someone to be extremely passive in the beliefs, for a human to be completely negligent of their own well-being to the point of allowing harm to come to them would take an either emotional or chemical debilitation of the survival instincts.  The only other option would be for them to believe so strongly in their indifference that they would put up with the pain or threat of death, but that would require them not being passive in their beliefs--therefore distancing them yet further from the vertical axis.

The Blue Curve: Salvation Through Self-Reliance
     It is from the point of near-perfect passive belief that we start the journey of salvation through self-reliance, which is the first of the two possible approaches to Christianity.  Another way of referring to this is "works-based" salvation.  In order to make sure we are tracking together, I will flesh out these impersonal curves with a story.

Conservative Self-Reliance
     Timmy grew up in a terrible home.  His father left his mom when he was 2 years old, but that didn't really stop the violence that had been occuring towards him and his mother as his dad would beat them.  She went out right away and found a new boyfriend who was just as violent towards mom and Timmy.  As Timmy grew older, he knew his only way out of this kind of horror was through doing well in school.
     Timmy studied hard, forsaking many of the typical innocent pleasures of childhood, like girlfriends, hobbies, TV, and sports to prepare for law school.  He wanted to be a lawyer so he could put guys like his dad and his mom's boyfriends behind bars when he got older.  He desperately wanted justice.
     Throughout the course of his studies, Timmy met a group of Christians that met on his high school campus.  They often spoke of their experiences at home with two parents who loved each other and only fought every once in awhile, and never with violence.  He heard that they had a dog and a trampoline and every night, when they would go to bed, their dads would wish them good night and tell them that he loved them.   This sounded like a fairytale to Timmy, but somehow he knew, even at that age, that that was what he wanted for his kids.  So he joined the youth group, prayed the prayer, and continued on in his studies.
     Timmy cleaned up wonderfully, and the whole youth group was ecstatic about his conversion.  The youth pastor would often have him address the youth group and tell them about where he came from and why he was there.   Timmy didn't mind--after all, if he was going to stand up to criminals in a court of law, he should certainly be able to stand up in front of a room full of kids.  He would talk about how his dad drank, and how alcohol was an absolute evil to him throughout his childhood, and how he would never drink the stuff.  He would talk about how other kids in high school were doing drugs or getting girls pregnant, but he would take no part--he was on a mission of justice.
     Fast-forwarding a couple dozen years, Tim (as he called himself now) is running for judge.  He has the backing of his local church congregation--he's been a member for over 20 years now--and the endorsement of the police department because, of all the prosecutors this county'd ever seen, Tim put more bad guys behind bars than any other before him, and in a shorter amount of time.  Tim married a nice woman and was well into the awkward phases of his daughters middle-school years.  There was no question that Tim was a good man, a good husband, a good lawyer, and a good father.
     But I would ask this question: do we have reason to believe that Tim is, perhaps, not actually Christ follower?  This is not to say that he is evil or lazy or anything of the sort.  On the contrary, he is actually the opposite of all of those.  That's why he's such a stunning example to everyone.  However, at what point along that journey did Jesus actually CHANGE his course?  And how many men and women in the church are there today who have similar stories?  How many people have never, in becoming a Chrstian, ever been lead to come in contact with Christ?  Just a thought.

Liberal Self-Reliance
     I would tell you another story about liberal self-reliance, but based on our previous discussion of the matters, I'm sure you can figure out what it would look like--and surely it's as pervasive an issue as conservative self-reliance.  My brevity on its mentioning is no statement of support for it.  It is merely brevity for sanity's sake.

Blue-Curve Danger
     The danger of self-reliance in any form is that it meets us at the point where we realize that we need something, and seems to gently tell us that we can do it ourselves.  In the process, it keeps Jesus at a convenient distance, because we are free to pursue our lives, our ideologies, our dream jobs and white-picket fences, all without forcing us to count the cost.  In Matthew, a rich young Jewish ruler came to him asking him what he must do to be saved.  Jesus asked if he'd obeyed the commandments, and the young ruler assured him that he had since he was young.  With the brevity of almost an afterthought, Jesus essentially says, "Perfect!  Now, sell everything you have and give it to the poor and follow me."  This salvation, although not based on works, came at a very high cost for this young man, and it appears by the conclusion of the story that it was too much to bear.  This young man had built his entire future based on the presumption that being a "good" man was sufficient and that he could just add another thing to his list to be saved, but left sad realizing that it was precisely his plans for the future that was seperating him from the salvation that, all of the sudden, seemed much less attractive.  This is the danger of the blue-curve approach.  Although either side of the curve may get you over the midpoint, it won't ever take you any further than being lukewarm in your deeds and faith.

Red-Curve Approach: Salvation Through Faith in Christ
     Now we arrive at the pay off.  The red curve represents what I believe to be the only sustainable approach across the midway point.  The red curves begin from even the extremes of liberalism or conservativism (and, in fact, could originate from almost any point in the lower half) but work their way into the red via only one road--complete reliance on God.
     There are those who were fairly close to the vertical axis in the first place that might not feel much of a pinch in moving up this way.  For instance, many who have nothing to lose like poor people, prostitutes, homosexuals dying of AIDS, or athiests dying alone in a hospital, find this route particularly easy.  And I believe the bulk of Scripture would say, "YES!"  It takes nothing to give everything when everything you have is nothing!  And God wants US, not what we have to offer him.
     Those, however, on either end of the fundamentalist spectrum who still have hope in their ideas or their governments, their rules or their laws, their own strength or their own reputation--these are people who have much to lose.  For them, approaching Christ means that, in approaching the center, they are also approaching prostitutes, AIDS patients, and what's even worse: their political enemies.
     Enemies.  Why, perhaps, did Jesus make such a big deal about loving your enemies?
     Was this for their good?  Or for ours?
      As we lay down all the injustice that we feel should be paid back to us, we can feel assured we join those whom injustice has absolutely destroyed unto death.  And as we lay down all that we have earned towards our salvation or towards our comfortable way of life we can be assured, we join the company of Him who forsook the comforts of heaven that even one poor, blind, leperous, or sexually immoral human might know wholeness once again.  And as we lay down our station in society and our rights to power in a democratic society, we remain confident in our citizenship in the eternal kingdom where the great king will one day judge the world.
     Some he will judge based on what they were able to produce, and those will come up utterly short of the injustice for which they need to be held accountable.  But some he will judge based on what they admitted they weren't able to produce.  Some he will judge based on their willingness to become like a child though they were a wise leader.  Some he will judge based on the way they accepted His Son's sacrifice--and that alone--as a worthy penance for their sin.
     Make no mistake--Jesus changed the playing field of judgment day.  Those who want to be judged based on what they can do for themselves should prepare for major disappointment.  Because, though all will be recognized for the evil that they have committed against themselves, other people and God, we now will ALL ONLY be judged by our faith.
     Sola fides.  SOLUS CHRISTUS.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Love: Defined|Examined|Applied

     Throughout the course of the last week, I have been vigorously discussing the topic of government recognized homosexual marriage on Facebook.  The video I posted was a Special Comment from Keith Olbermann on CNN, and it has prompted an unusually high number of responses from friends, family, and former schoolmates.  It seems like, for the most part, we arrived at an impasse and chose to lovingly disagree--a testimony to the wonderful hearts behind all of the participants.  It really gave me great cheer seeing how we rarely got disrespectful towards each other, and when we did, we were quick to admit it, apologize, and forgive.  Kudos to all of you who participated!
     If there was one word that I felt was the most disagreed upon throughout the entire thread, it was the word love.  Everyone involved in the conversation seemed to be rightly motivated out of their definition of love, and that is a noble place to start.  But my friend Lindsay brought up a portion of the Bible in her post that we as Christians often refer to as The Love Chapter in 1 Corinthians 13.  In this chapter, the Apostle Paul gives us his working definition of love.  And, for those of us who believe that the Bible is inspired of God, I wonder if that definition isn't a better place to start than our own definitions.
     In a message response to her, I wrote the following paragraphs as an exposition of what I think Paul is getting at.  It's not perfect, it's not comprehensive, and it certainly isn't Scripture.  But it is my current perspective, for those who would care to know what I believe.  And I hope it will unlock your hearts to pursue love as God defines it with as much passion as you might pursue any political cause or religious experience.  So, without further adieu, my post [slightly grammatically redefined to fit this new audience, and with my editorial comments in brackets]:

     I'm really glad you used the Bible as part of the exposition of your opinion.  It's a fantastic place for us to be able to reason together, since we both think that it's the word of God and whatnot.  But I'd love to just take a closer look at your passage from 1 Corinthians 13 in an attempt to expose my understanding of what I believe Paul was saying about love.
     "If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing."  First of all, if we are Pentecostals [as both Lindsay and I are], this verse should perk our ears right up!  We grew up being made very aware of the gifts of the Spirit, and we have known the importance of those gifts.  However, Paul has a very distinct warning to our Pentecostal culture: don't you dare stop loving.  Although, we haven't covered what that means yet, precisely, it is important to mention that you and I should both be extremely diligent in applying the following principles to our particular brand of Christian upbringing.
     "If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing."  Herein lies the caveat to those who promote nothing more than a social Gospel.  It's not something our religious past would necessarily condition us toward, but if we were ever to get to a point where we were trying to distance ourselves from our past, surely this would be one of the first directions we'd head.  And I'm aware of that fact, and guard against it very closely.  Love is not only an outward display, but it is an inward reality of recognizing Jesus as the ultimate embodiment of a life of grace and truth that manifests itself in loving action toward the world around us.  So, be aware that we stand together on guard of a hollow, overly liberal message of salvation through good works.  But now to the meat...
     "Love is patient."  I'll pause right there.  Patient.  Patience........  What can this mean other than enduring through the decisions that other people are making as they navigate through a process of discovering truth?  If love is patient, than how do we apply love through patience to the way we as Christians live as American citizens?  Do we create laws that manage people's decisions for them because we are sure we know what the ideal for their life is?  Or do we give them the latitude and time it might take them, individually, to go through the process themselves?  Which way do you think God is doing this with you or with me?
     "Love is kind."  The Greek word that is translated kind means "to act benevolently" toward someone.  In other words, love acts with a big heart.  My concern about the conservative argument for 'tough love' is that they are basing their interpretation of love on what this passage doesn't tell us about what love is.  I hope we could discover something beautiful and true in what it does tell us that love is.  Love gives with open arms; Unconditionally.
     "[Love] does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud."  Perhaps we as Christians have nothing to envy in the homosexual lifestyle, and that is a reasonable perspective to have.  But, I wonder if our desire to make our voices so prominent in the halls of American power is a form of envy in itself.  Certainly, once we get there, we grow quite boastful.  I was among the Republicans in 2000 and 2004 who cheered Bush's election, and I was quite among those who were encouraged to pray AGAINST Bill Clinton, Al Gore, and John Kerry.  Now I see a little more clearly that the greatest danger to a Christian in a democratic society is assuming that, because we are allowed a say by our government, we should say whatever we want, whenever we want.  When we pray against a person or party--because candidates and parties represent ideas which may war and clash, but are still composed entirely of humans--we assume that our opinions are so utterly aligned with God's that God himself would come swiftly to our aid just to prove us right.  This is our pride.  This is our boast.  And when we don't get our way, this is our envy.
     "[Love] is not rude."  I have seen enough rude conservatives on TV, in pulpits around Seattle, and in political demonstrations to know that we don't really, really take this one seriously.  Does this mean that we should avoid speaking our opinion if it might be perceived as rude?  I didn't write the words, Paul did.  This is a complex issue, and should not be easily glossed over.  I'd encourage you to fully explore what Paul might possibly mean by this, and then decide for yourselves what loving conduct might look like if it shouldn't look rude. 
     "[Love] is not self-seeking."  God doesn't care if America prospers or not because God didn't make America.  God made people.  The extent to which God cares about America is the extent to which he cares for every human being who comprises the citizenry of humanity.  Therefore, can we--as not mere citizens of "America", but as citizens of humanity and of the Kingdom--see that it is sin for us to let America's interests stand in the way of the well being of even one Iraqi?  Or one communist?  Or one homosexual?  I'm glad that we care about the well being of our country and the people around us.  It's a great place to start.  But even evil men care about their own people.  It takes divine goodness to cause men to care about the weak, the foreign, the poor, and the sinner.
     "[Love] is not easily angered, [Love] keeps no record of wrongs."  Seriously.  Jesus is God, God is love, and love is not easily angered.  And we're called as His children to become like our daddy.  All of this Christian preemptive political maneuvering toward self-preservation--both in war and in domestic policy--has turned us into a people who look very easily angered.  And we keep a record of wrongs with such stunning diligence that we even take a record of the wrongs that MIGHT eventually be done to us, before they have even been done to us!  What sin is this?
     You might make the point here, again, that there is a distinction between the right actions of a person, and the expedient actions of a government.  Here we agree.  But instead of submitting Jesus' commission to love without condition beneath the rights of our American citizenship, I think both Jesus and Paul might call us to surrender our rights of citizenship to the commission to love without condition.
     "Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth."  Now, if a conservative Christian were trying to be argumentative, this might be the verse they'd pounce on after ignoring all the preceding verses.  Interestingly, you'd find me pouncing right along with them, and I'll tell you why.  I hope that I would never rejoice in the sin of another human being.  I pray that I could let the grief of the realization of what they're doing to themselves, to their families, and to society thoroughly ravage my heart and cause me to mourn for them.  For, to delight in the sin of another is either a cop out of some sort, or an exposition of one's own selfish desire to escape the judgment of their own sins.  Therefore, I will not delight in evil, but I will delight in what is true. 
     You see, it doesn't say, "Love does not delight in evil, but distances itself from everybody who is evil until they realize that their acts are evil and start coming to church."  Nor does it say, "Love does not delight in evil, but organizes society in such a way that people who act in a manner that is the special kind of evil that we can't tolerate shall feel like they have less access to love than 'good' people."  It merely says it delights in the truth.  And the truth is Jesus--not any code of ethics or morality or acceptable behavior.  Therefore, we celebrate the victories that God works in the hearts of people, and apply patience, kindness, goodness, etc, to the failures, as we would hopefully do to ourselves. 
     "It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."  In what ways does a conservative ideology help us protect other than with a gavel or gun?  And, does this use of the verb protect really offer any sort of indication of whom love protects?  It doesn't protect only it's own; it just protects.  It protects all, always.  And if love always trusts--even when planes are running into important buildings--and, if love always hopes--even when we 'know homosexuals could wreak havoc on our society'--and, if love always perseveres--even when others might give in to their nature of writing people off because they take too much expense to relate to or to improve--then I ask you this: why are we wasting any of our time and money on politics as the means for bringing about all this love?
     "Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears."  Yes, even this great experiment called America will disappear.  All of our freedom of speech, our freedom of religion, and all of the other government sanctioned freedoms will one day melt before the absolute freedom found in Christ.  On that day, we will become a society ruled by Christ--not from heaven above with a gavel and gun, but from within our hearts, where He has written His law.  But this promise of the kingdom is also for us now.  Though it may lead to us being rejected by the world or religious institutions, scorned, spat upon, and even killed in His name, this freedom is ours for eternity if we believe on Christ.  Eventually, society will be brought up to speed.  But let us not forsake the freedom in our own hearts to love unconditionally to pursue vain human attempts to enforce love in our societies.
     "When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me."  These issues of love and society are complex issues requiring adult analysis and discussion.  There is no pat answer, no proposition, or no law that can truly define God's love ethic.  Even God's own perfect law--The Torah--was not good enough to create a society in Israel that loved God and was without sin.  It takes the sovereign Spirit of God moving in the hearts and minds of men and women, and the gentle mercy of His Son's grace being demonstrated through the people of his Grace to even begin to make such an impact.  Let us put behind us these laws, these rules, and these rights and instead pursue Jesus' higher calling to LOVE everybody.
     "Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."  We can't get it perfect.  But that's the beauty of grace.  We need grace; homosexuals need grace; Iraqis need grace; and all the pregnant single mothers of this world need grace.  And not just some implied, theoretical grace that is functioning behind our social engineering, but a grace that would descend from our position of power like Christ from heaven.  We need a grace that would wash the feet of fishermen (the average worker), tax collectors (those who would abandon and betray the people of God or their own societies), and prostitutes (the sexually immoral or devious).  And we need a Grace that would then die condemned by those who would judge Him, although He was innocent.  In other words, we need to show a grace to this world that is so obvious, it can be seen as grace through any cultural lens from a million miles away.
     "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."  There are only three things left for us to do--have faith in Christ, take hope in all things, and love everyone (God and people) without condition.  There are no laws to pass, there are no rules to enforce, there are no societies to organize.  There is only to love unconditionally, even as we are loved unconditionally.  That is the greatest thing of all.

     I know that was super long, and I'd give y'all mad props if you read it the whole way through.  I just wanted y'all to know that I don't draw back from the conservative position because I think they're being too fundamentalist about Scripture.  I draw back because I think they're not being fundamentalist enough.  Grace and peace to all of you!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

A penny for your time...

Economy.

Do you feel scared?  Angry, perhaps?  Anxious even a little?  Right now that four-syllable word is being thrown around in American politics and media like a racial epithet.  It's being murmured around water coolers as if it were an office rumor about layoffs.  And it's being prayed about around dinner tables as though it were the name of a beloved family member on their deathbed.

I had an interesting thought the other day, and I'd love to share it with you.  Three words that are central to the study of economics are supply, demand, and scarcity.  Scarcity is the problem of infinite human needs and wants (demand) in a world of finite resources (supply).  Supply and demand are inversely related.  This means that when supply of an item is high, its demand drops for lack of need or want, and therefore its value drops.  When its supply is low, then the need or want often increases, which raises its value.  The study of these dynamics is the focus of economics. 

The most universally finite of all of our resources as humans is time.  That's not to say that time is finite--it's just that the amount of time that we have to live is very limited.  Because of this, we feel greatly compelled to get a good value for our time, because its supply is so utterly limited. 

We seek high paying jobs because it seems to say to us that our time is of more value than other people's time.  We honk and yell in traffic jams as a protest of the injustice that is inflicted upon us when someone or something steals our highly valued time.  And we fail to spend time with our families, churches, or hurting people because, "Darn it, we're earning money to put food on the table, to tithe, and to pay for the welfare system."

One of the most beautiful things to me about Christ's message is the idea of a resurrection from death.  If you believe that Christ died and was resurrected to show us what will one day happen for those who make Him the Lord of their lives, then a very interesting thing should take place in your personal economy of time.  You see, supply of time has sky-rocketed for the believer who trusts in Christ for the resurrection.

This should, effectively, decrease the value you place on the importance of time--especially as it relates to your own personal goals.  In a Christian worldview where we believe that time is given to us by God in great abundance even beyond death, when would it ever be appropriate for us to not give our time away to someone who was in need of aid?  Time is of little economic value to the Christian, except that he or she invests their time in relationships with other people, or cultivates their personal talents through their time to help others who are in need or can't support themselves.

What, then, does Christ say IS of value to a person who wants to be like Him?  Well, while your personal ambitions should not be of great importance to you (and isn't very important to God), He places INFINITE value on poor people, hurting people, sick people, immoral and imprisoned people, and lonely people.

Infinite value.  If we, as strong and secure Americans, are not giving radically of our time and money to aid the people around us, we are investing in a market that will eventually collapse.  It is only through a life that lives itself outward--oriented towards the needs of others--that we can hope to "redeem the time, because the days are evil," as the apostle Paul instructs.

So, in these hard economic times for America, be of good cheer.  The economy within which Jesus calls us to participate is not a collection of external systems that flux and fail.  The economy that Jesus calls us to participate in is one that springs up from within us as believers, reorienting us towards the needs and desires of others instead of our own. 

This is the gift of Jesus to the world which we in turn must give to others.  This is the wellspring of peace that surpasses understanding.  This is the economy of grace.

Progress Redefined

If there was a way to change the things that I want,
 and needed to have in order to fly,
 then I imagine I'd find it eventually.
If there was a way to move my heart forward,
 without pushing it out of my chest,
 then I imagine I'd just stick with that.
If there was a way to render myself innocent,
 without being born all over again and starting with nothing,
 then I imagine I'd spring for it after all my sinning was through.

Then I could stand upon my discovery,
 mark it with the flag of my country,
 and claim it as my own.
Then I could hide it away behind a curtain,
 charge admission for its viewing,
 retire young in Cabo.
Then I could marry the girl of my dreams,
 build a house where we could raise our children,
 and eat pot roast after church, before the game comes on.

I have only found this one way;
 he showed himself to me and gave me no other option,
 and nothing to show for following him.
I have only found this one truth;
 he explained himself to me in my suffering
 by showing me that others suffer, too.
I have only found this one life;
 and it is in the lives of others who are
 broken, wounded, and wanting love.

He who does not love does not know God, becuase God is love.